A few weeks ago I posted on my facebook something along the lines of how I haven't really been connected with people and how I was kinda self-focused for a long while. Last week I attended a small group worship session only the group wasn't small at all. I arrived late and didn't know what to expect. I had never been to the church or even in that area. When I went in they were doing introductions, I believe. Eventually, it got to the part where the worship began. I stay amidst the worship then eventually I found a room to just go in. Not gonna lie, at first I just wanted to go somewhere and check my phone in private (I was keeping up with #Ferguson). I got to this room and I just wanted to sit and listen to the worship music that was playing just outside of it and I also prayed. I was just asking God to empty me of myself and fill me with Him. I also had this headache that was just driving me crazy almost all day and that kinda took away from those moments of isolation with just God. I finally left the room so that I could find my friends and tell them I was gonna head out. A few moments after I left and was just standing near the door, the young lady comes up to me and she goes "can I give you a hug?". I was like yea, sure. Now I thought this would be like a simple hug or a church hug. This hug went on for what seems like a hour. She began telling me "I just want you to know God loves you so much". I nodded my head in agreement. I'm a very awkward person especially, physically so imagine me hugging this total stranger for at least 10 minutes. She finally let me go but held onto my hand. Again.. she held on for what seems to be an eternity. If you know me... I'm not really a fan on touching or holding hands when I don't have to so someone, I got out of this very awkward hand holding. I stood there and realized my headache was gone. THEN, in my opinion, God began to tell me and show me that I am disconnected from the body of Christ. The minute I was connected physically with that young woman, God took it upon Himself to remove that headache. I know that we as Christians are called to be set a part, but not set a part from one another and the body of Christ. We are one and I've been way too isolated from the body of Christ. Although, I was attending church and going to my New Member's Class (which I am officially done with it), I haven't been connected. I've just been there. Not fellowshipping with people after church. Not engaged in class. Just plain ol disconnect and when I posted that facebook status, that's what I was feeling... disconnect... not really focused on my self but just disconnect. I am now taking it upon myself to reconnect. I have to. I don't want to feel like I've been feeling. The body of Christ isn't just made up of an arm... there's a leg, a head and feet as well. Must be reconnected. That's all. Glory to God for revelation and healing. There may be some errors but I'm not checking to see right now. Peace and blessings.